Nothing

Title: Nothing
Author: Kirsten Morrin
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Notes: his is basically just what I like to think that Faith meant by the word "nothing" in the sad-as last scene from "Revelations". The way I see it is that at that moment Buffy has broken Faith's heart, pretty much setting off all that follows.


Stop! Turn around.
Can't you see that I'm speaking?
Telling you with every glance.
Every shifting movement,
more restless than the breeze.
Can't you see that I am screaming?
And weeping.
I love you.

Stop! Turn around.
Can't you hear that I'm hurting?
Every thought is you, and pain.
Torturing my raw heart,
with deceit, to its knees.
Can't you hear that I am aching?
In despair.
I trusted you.

Stop! Turn around.
Can't you taste that I'm drowning?
It's too late to take it back.
My heart flew at first glance,
surrendered to destroy.
Can't you taste that I am craving?
You still.
I need you.

Stop! Turn around.
Can't you smell that I'm losing?
Solid defences destroyed.
Silent absolution,
for all the pain you gave.
Can't you smell that I am loving?
Only you.
I forgive you.

Stop! Turn around.
Can't you feel that I'm leaving?
As you're walking out the door.
One heart's oblivion
complete with the freeze inside.
Can't you feel that I am destroyed?
And yet...
I forgive you.
I need you.
I trusted you.
I love you, eternally.



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